Scared

I'm scared that winter will be the death of me,
I'm scared that non of these churches can tell me my purpose,
I'm scared I'm worthless.
I'm scared I'll fall back, I am falling.
I'm scared no one will catch me

Stolen

"Your dad's voice when he's mad" -Nelson #Stolen2k14

Brick

The day my sister tried to kill her self broke me like a window being hit with a brick.

Teach me

I want to learn about the earth
I want to learn about life
I want to learn about god
But mostly I want to learn you
Teach me

Instructions

How to not get a girlfriend. Be like me
How be along. Be like me
How to fail school. Be like me
How to have people judge you. Be like me
How to be a tourist. Be like me
How to be an alcoholic. Be like me
How to be a bad son. Be like me
But most inportantly. Don't be like me.

OD

The day my bestfriend overdoesed on heroine. Not only did he killed him self, but he killed me too. One can only handle so much blunt trama to the head. One can only lose so much blood from walking on these smashed bottles. My lungs are black. These scars won't heal.

Different

Not better way for me to explain how I'm different.
Potluck I'm different
Sorry if you don't like it. It's different

Soul

My soul is dirty but my heart is pure. These churches can't give me the cure. It's been 2 years now.

Love

My parents say that they love me, but don't like me. Like how I grow my hair out too long, don't clean my room, or how I won't give them hugs. They're glad I don't do drugs anymore.

Statue

As I sat and stared at him, I realized IT was no longer.
IT's now just a brain dead, soulless, statue of what a best friend used to be.

Winters coming, I can feel it in my bones
No more thrill, just chills.

What's it like being human?

I'm a lonely fiend lookin for his queen. One day this won't be a dream.

I'd like my crayons back, like all of those childhood years you took from me.

Rofl at Life because at the end we all will die.